rambling again

Sometimes I wish I could just excape. I wish I could go someplace where nobody knows me and start afresh. I've lived in this tiny lil place my whole life and I know evryones business and it gets a bit boring, the routine of it all. But at the same time this town is my home, I know it like the back of my hand (theres not much to know actually) and I know I'd be lonely in a new place my myself. Maybe I would take just one friend with me yeah that'd be good. I'd like to go to London or New york and rent a flat. But not just yet. I still need to figure out what I want to do with my life and save up the money. All I know is by the time I'm 20 I can't still be living here or I'll end up pregnant and working at Mcdonalds like half the girls I went to school with. Seriously it seems like heaps of kids from my year are preggo or already hav kids!  It's crazy, I dont want babies till I'm at least 28 or 29, but I am the least maternal person I know.

Anywayz I tink it would be Exciting and Fun to go sumwhere new but also scary tbh. Like when I changed schools two years ago. i was'nt scared , it was real exciting, but I went thru a lonely stage when I didn't have anyone to hang with, so I spent all my lunchtimes in the library (eww!) forced to read or worse do homework, till I made sum good friends. I was amazed at how un friendly people can be just cuz your the "new kid".But starting new is usually fun. I never regretted leaving my old shithole of a school. I stuck my middle finger at it on my last day and promised myself I would never set foot in there again. Yeah I guess I wasn't really a "school type person". I kinda miss my last school but not the classes just the good times at lunch break hanging by the river and laughing about turbans :o
I mean come on who would'nt laugh at that!


That's an epic tuban iznit? ^^

Random thought:When somebody tells you that somebody close to them died, and you say "I'm sorry" your not apologising for the person dying, your apologising because you don't know what to say