ramblings

I've been feeling down today. I have'nt felt like this in a while. Was REALLY bad a few weeks ago but the past few weeks have been good. Its stupid I dont even have any reason to feel like this. Nothing bad has happened. I just get this way sometimes. And certain situations can bring up bad thoughts. So I've done fuck all today cuz Iv been feeling all weird :S Sometimes Its like I am bipolar. I;m not! But thats the best way I can think to describe how Im all bubbly and happy sometimes and then other times I'm like a big black hole sadness. OMG this post is getting all emo and shit. I'm not here to have a little whinge about how my life sucks etc. I'm actually just tryin to clear my head. *Sighs* What is wrong with me???? Mite give myself a facial and listen to Prince to cheer myself up.


Also had a weird idea that I mite write a book and try to get it published. Im working on one called Plan N that's been in the works for a few months and started as a result of boredom in English class. And the other was an idea I had. the theme of the book is "letters" like letters in the mail., not the alphabet lol.


1 hour later... just got back from applying for a job at the local vets. I hope I get it!!!
 I've always loved animals so it would be purrfect for me. Haha I think I'm so funny :p
And I got a strawberry milkshake om nom xD